Giddy!

One thing that I really miss about the Philippines is the chivalry of guys! I just read this girls' post, and oh my God, I would love to be swept off my feet like that. READ THIS.

I think that is the sweetest thing ever! So jealous. Guys here don't go out of their way to prove to a girl they like them. I was thinking earlier about my trip to the Philippines and how open the guys are over there about their interest. "Hi miss! Can I hab your pone namber?" HAHAHA.

I would love to be serenade with a harana, which is when the guy shows up at the girls house or whatever and plays the guitar and sings her a song. -SWOONS- Oh my gosh, I think I would die of happiness if that ever happened to me. LOL

Anyways, in conclusion, I've watching way too many Filipino romance movies... X) But seriously, read that link I posted up there. I think it's adorable. (:

Games

So I was going to post a blog earlier about how amazing everything is going right now, until I got a message on Facebook. Pretty much, if I want you to know, you already know what that message is.

Basically, he said he was seeing Christina because Brandon asked him if he was seeing other girls right after Brandon asked what I wanted him to find out. And Justin thought that I had asked Brandon to ask him if he was sneaking around with other girls. And when he said yes, Brandon asked who it was so Justin said Christina. He thought that if he said Christina then Brandon would report it back to me and let me know. And since it's Christina he thought I'd know right away that I knew he knew that I was asking about him.

I'm annoyed cause he thought I didn't trust him. What annoys me too is that he even bothered to say it was Christina to get back at me. If I seriously asked that question, I would rather he talked to me straight up and say "don't worry, there's no one else." Don't give me some fucking games and shit. I hate games in relationship. I dealt with almost 2 years of mind games, I'm an expert at this. I know how to play!!

I'm super irked. Up until this point, he was perfect. Now, I'm just hella pissed about it. He told me not to worry about it, so I won't to his face. I'm not gonna lie though, I'm pretty irritated right now. It really grinds my gears.

Did I miss the boat?

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Hanging out with you two days ago made me miss what we had. We were in a good place, but stupid me.. If I could bring back that summer, I definitely would've taken that chance with you.

Is it too late?

2009

New year, new blog! This is just going to be a place for me to vent, rant, rave, review- whatever comes to mind!

I hope the coming year will be better than the previous one. Don't get me wrong there were some very good moments in 2008, but there were also low points that really changed my life.. Hopefully this year, will be all good. Prom, graduation, post-secondary. There's a lot to look forward to!